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You're a LiveJournal Junkie!

Well, maybe you don't live or die for LiveJournal, but it's what gets you up in the morning. Guilty of reloading your friends page over and over throughout the day? Thought so. Quick, get some fresh air - before you become a full fledged addict!

Haha, just for random fun and larffter… I thot I wus QUITE addicted already but guess im well and okae… xD

Your Birthdate: March 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

From bao-pok’s blog… Y does it apply to me too? Haha… I guess this kind of thing is always liddat… xD

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

and this is also from bao… ^^;

N Y DOES THIS THING MAKE ME SOUND SO SERIOUSLY SICK AND ALL? I dun think ALL applies lorh… *smacks* Next moment there are gonna tell me I needa see a shrink… -.-


Thanks, but a counsellor is bad enuff already… >:(

Okay, wad do I wana say huh……………

Ermmmmmmmmmmm…


Oh yarhh… I feel like some stupid ass like -.- just now…


Today I was breakfast crew for macs and I had to be in charge of making Hotcakes… hotcakes very fun… :D haha, but I keep screwing up… like DUH… wad can uexpect from me… -.-


And so I had to stand in from of the hotcake table (its like tepanyaki kind of table… metal and freaking hot, food cooked on the top surface…) I wus waiting for the next order for me to start making the next badge of hotcakes, so I stood there and started daydreaming…


(I hate this paragraph, I feel lacking in vocabulary… but heck >.<” )


Then a few MANY seconds later, I felt my ringman (lefthand) hurt like crap… so I look down and saw my hand ON THE METAL COOKING SURFACE… Dx


It wus SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pain!! Budden one of the aunties told me to go and carry stuff so I just went… my hand was hurting all the way… Then this malay auntie noticed me and my stoopitt trembling hand, so she told the other aunties that I burned myself… haha… ( I swear that macs do not only consist of aunties.. xD)


So another auntie (omg auntie-ness… -.-) came and check on me and she said very loudly : “ TA1 DE4 SHOU3 ZHI3 ZHU3 SHOU2 LE! “
(translation: “HER FINGERS ARE FULLY COOKED!”)
Actually I was okae, but because of wad she said I freaked out and almost wanted to cry when the auntie did sumthing wierd…


She took mayonnaise (for McChicken) and smeared it all over my hand… then she told me to wear a plastic glove… haha… I was so surprised I forgot it was painful… haha…


After a while, another auntie (yes, its another different auntie… ^^;) toked to me and she said: “ ni3 shi4 bu4 shi4 hen2 gong3 de4 ren2? Shou3 bei4 zhu3 dao4 shou2 zi4ji3 dou1 bu4 zhi1 dao4, fa1 xian4 hen tong4 le4 hai2 gong3 gong3 bu gen ren2 jia1 jiang3… ni3 zhi1 bu4 zhi1 dao4 na4 ge4 tie2 ban3 you3 san1 bai3 duo1 du4? Yi3 qian2 you3 ren2 tang4 dao, han3 dao4 hen3 da4 sheng1, hai2 pao3 qu4 ku1… ni3 hen3 xiang4 mei3 you3 shi4 qing2, zai4 na4 bian1 blur blur zhe4 yang4…”

(translation: Are u a very gong person? Hand kena cooked you yourself duno, realized its very pain already then u still gong gong never tell anyone… do u noe the tie2 ban3 (metal surface? =\ ) is 300 degree celcius hot? Last time got human scalded herself and she screamed and ran away to cry… you like never feel anything liddat, walk around blur-blur-ly … )

Okae god… I suck at translating… but hu cares… ^^; I feel dumb, but I feel quite brave… she thot y I never cry… I wanted to cry lorhh, its SOOOOOOOOOOOO PAIN, but I was too surprised by the mayo sauce so I forgot to cry… ^^; heheh…





PS: anyway, erm does anyone noe how to get visa card / American express card? xD I wana use paypal and shop online but they say need Visa and Amex… -.- Is there an age limit to apply? ^^; gosh… I feel like a shoppaholic… BUT THAT’S ALL BECAUSE OF ME SEEING ALL THE STUFF THAT JIAMIN AND MELESA HAVE! GRRRRRR… ><”

Hi... finalyy another update... ^^;

I realised i have a major change! :D

I SUDDENLY LIKE ALOT OF THINGS!

as in dress sense lahh... haha... xD I realised im very amused when ppl (like mangxie) go "OMG SHEENA WAD IS THAT?! YUCKS ITS SO UGLY!" I find it quite fun actually, cos ppl think im strange... It feels strange too, to see their reactions, i used to ignore it, but suddenly I LIKE IT! wow~ :DDD So what IF i dress like a prostitute? I DARE U DUN DARE! >:D haha... I DO WHAT LIKE, I MAKE MY STYLE, IF I DUN CARE Y DO U? MY OPINION COMES BEFORE YOURS! nananipoopoo xD Anyway, there is no style called "prostitute style" of dressing up, so it cant be used to label others who just try a little harder to be different and a little true-er to themselves... haha... xD so fun! i feel special... and i feel nice and comfortable... i shud just go on with it, rite? :D SO I SHALL... *determined look* HEH...

toking about dressing up, I'VE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF $$$$$$$$$$$$ T-T

let me list the things i bought recently : -

1.Black n' white strepey knee-high bottom-up tights
2.Glittery pink sandals
3.Zipper earstud/earring
4.black button-down top (inspired by jiamin cos i think she looked nicein those. xD)
5.Green bead bracelet
6.armwarmers (1 pink and white one with stars. 1 stripey with NEON COLOURS!! x3;)
7.LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG necklace with NEON COLOURED BEADS!! (frens with my armwarmer! :D)
8.Bunny skull bangle(?)

ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I'VE BEEN SPENDING AND SPENDING!!!!! *kills self*

WORK HARDER! EARN BACK THE $ SPENT! *determined look again*

xD

ohh, i wus searching online for jackets, becos jiamin pissed me off with her super nice white one today... *smackks jiamin* Y DO U GET ALL THE NICE STUFF??!! haha... xD i found this!



I LIKE! i can go and be newsreader in this... xD haha... i think this one can wear informally also... :D i like the "worn-out" design on it... ~whooooooooooo... :)

wahaha... and i bring u a short movie thingy that will kill you... Even if u dun care about japanese stuff, WATCH IT! ITS SUPER CRAZY!!!! I died-ed there and then when i watched it... TOOO FREAKING FUNNY!!! xDDD;

http://www.transbuddha.com/mediaHolder.php?id=1020

This is by the shingo mama guy... haha... Gackt's crazy admirer hu keeps trying to kiss Gackt... xD when he acts as shingo mama, he is freaky, but when he is normal his usual self, he is straight... HEH... xD WATCH IT! WATCH IT! even if u duno hu is gackt hu is shingo mama, WATCH IT! its NOT jrock, so dun worry okae... It just a movie that will make u larff... xD SO WATCH IT!

Pictures of shingo mama:


dun worry, he dun look dat WRONG way in the show... Just another normal human... xD




CHORAL NITE TMR! 2/3 JIAYOU!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

okae... here's and update, since clairey has been bombarding me for it... -.- <- i noe u hate this thingy, nutto-pok... xD

okae... i think i told summof u guys about the jrock radio/podcast/wadever-u-wana-call-it thingy? :D here it is, like wow... im not even sure im allowed to put it here, but i think esthered is like so nice and all so i... :x

http://esthered.podomatic.com/

yupp... listen to episode 1 first, followed by the second one... to insult ur intelligence, to 1st on is the one below and the 2nd one is the one on top... xD haha, humour myself... ~whoo...

and, erm, the names of the songs played under the cut in case u like any of the songs and decide to request or sumth... :D btw, u can only listen to it there on the webpage cos i tried to download it but failed... Dx anyway, its very easy to press the cutesy play button there... (its green and i like green... :D )

( sequence of songs played... :D )

Okae... anyways, i think im falling sick soon...

maybe im going deaf! *runs arnd*

nahh... but my ears are like so blocked!!! Dx

HOW~??!!

anyway, this few days very busy nehhs, choral nite and all... :D

203 JIAYOU FOR CHORAL NITE!! :D

haha... thankyou 203! love you guys... <3

now im off worrying about which school to go to wud want me... Yishun Town have no more spaces... haish...

:(

Bad news or good news 1st?

Okae, bad 1st...

I cudnt sleep well last night... Had a hell lot of dreams swimming in and out of me... And a person like me will only remember good dreams and not bad ones... When i do remember, it becomes an omen...

...

I dreamt that Mrs Ng told me that i have to leave school... I cried in my dream like omg...

T-T

budden i suppose in real life im not going to cry... Haha... I hope i can find my emotions again...

:)

Okae. Forget it... Now with the good news... :DDD

I GOT INTO MCDONALDS!!! its an ULU one lahh, in yishun... So ulu that its hard for me to reach it even though i live in yishun...

haha, but im still SUPER HAPPY!!! x3; the pay is actually quite little but heck, better than nothing... I collected my uniform today with jolyn... Its so not nice -.- , but what can you expect anyway... *snortz*

I cant figure out how to wear the belt... =\ n i wana get my hat soon!!!

IM SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!! *falls down* x3;

okae... Now my 2nd dream... :D this one is so gooooooood i love it to bits and pieces atom by atom...

(i just re-read mariglods again and i had a good larff at my past interpretations... I make stupitt interpretations then, not that now is any much better... but at least i see slightly more now... :D)

okae. i digressed... -.-

erm, i dreamt that i was watching Super Funkies and junyang was intro-ing all the up-coming concerts in singapore. Then suddenly he flashed a DIRU LIVE!!! n then he talked about how Singapore has finally opened up decided to invite Jrock bands to Singapore for a BIG BIG concert... I was like : OMFhide OMFGackt OMFG??!!

I couldnt believe my ears, so i went and stalked Junyang... haha... He assured me about it and i was like a rabid fangirl, squealling my head off... Junyang was trying to sneak away when i POUNCED on him again and asked him about the ticket prices... Guess wad he told me?

Wu3 Bai3 Kuai4... ($500) U see larhh i keep having to say wu bai kuai for chinese speech that i even have to dream of it... -.-

Then when i heard i was like so sad i started wailing and sobbing onto Junyang :P i told him I only have $10... N i will do anything to get into the concert...

The he said :" Ni3 zhe4 li3 you3 $10. Qi2 ta1 de4 wo3 fu4."
( again, negative impacts of too much chinese speech on a pathetic human xD just that this time it is the other way round... Original from script: wo3 zhe4 li3 you3 $10. Qi2 ta1 de4 ni3 fu4

lmao...

then sumhow i managed to get him to sponser the whole of 2/3... xD then because we cane as a class, we were considered VIPs and we got the front three rows!!! x3 (no seats if u were wondering, cos its always best to stand and try and make a grab for the vocalists' crotch and headbang and all with the music.)

then because i was the super nice human hu got everyone the seat i was like right smack in the center of the row... ~whoot!!

first up: Diru!! (i seriously question y they were 1st up... I always thot the best is to be saved for the last... =\)

(  details inside for diru fans, as they wud understand better... U wud too, if u try to be slightly more interested in jrock... :D  )

the next up was meev... :)

he sang his new song lahh, kekkonshiki no uta and are you ready to rock... haha... But he was in was in his freedom fighters army-print top lehhs... Duno y... =\

then the next few bands i cudnt recognise, so i was sianed. I wiggled my way out and looked for pam to ask for water. Then she lent me her water bottle and she went elsewhere...

so i held on to the water bottle and i left the concert hall and sat outside... U noe outside always got those tables where ppl will sit there and give entering humans flyers on the programmes? I sat there at the table. :)

then suddenly can smell smoke. Smoke as in smoking smoke and not smokey smoke. yupps. then i saw 4 hawt guys walk to the table and sit down either infront or beside me.

to my left- kyo
left left- meev
in frnt- kao
left in frnt- die

haha... then i asked them (in *english) whether they understand/can speak chinese.

(*it is said that die and kyo and totchi can understand english quite well, shin-chan is still learning and kao's english is only limited to cursing and swearing xD)

kyo put down the lyrics he was trying to memorise and die started to circle some of the words and wrote in out in han4 zi4... i remember there was a word 'hua1' -flower/hana :) i wus super amused... xD the i held out pams' water bottle and showed them the han4 zi4 printed on it. Die could read them all, kyo could read 2 words and meev 2 words too... sheesh... i that was lame of me...

then they had to go backstage again cos the concert is ending and the finale required all the performing bands to send a few members and everyone play a grand last song. x) diru send kao and totchi...

Suddenly, i bumped into pam and she asked me where is her waterbottle. then i remembered die wus holding it. so i sneaked in backstage and there was like many make-up rooms... I found the diru one and i saw kyo reading his lyrics, slumped on the floor. Die was on his fone.

My fone rang at that time. It was my papa, and he asked me wad i want for dinner, fried rice can? xD Lmao. I hung up and i saw die hang up to. I was just about to ask him where is the water bottle when...
















POOF IT BECAME KOKOCRUNCH! :D

NAHH... it just ended there... boo... ~~"

haha. But it waso ne hellof a dream. It made up for the previous one, haha... ><"

yo!!! Wahh... so late an update sia... But i very confused now...

MUST DE-STRESS!!!!!!!!!

FDUEGWGBGFUIHREHWBFUOHEWQBOJPQNFEWBFGRGBHRGBOW

you see, ppl like me rarely get stressed one lorhh (except when i play or sumth liddat x3 ),

but now im stressing over my application form...

My application form to Anderson needs answers to these: -

#1: Tell us an event or an individual that is very significant in your life, and why?

#2: Why have you chosen to apply to Anderson Secondary School? How do you think you can benefit from an

education at Anderson Secondary? How can you contribute to the school?

#3: Tell us about your ambition. Why have you chosen this ambition and how will you go about achieving it?

LIKEOMGWTFTHISISSO ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR......

how the hell am i going to get answers to these???!!!

Like firstly, i cant even really remember what happened to me yesterday, HOW CAN I REMEMBER ANYTHING ELSE?

wad say significant... LMAO... -______________-" honestly, does it freaking matter? significant not significant

blah blah rot rot wither wither fooooooooooooooook...

Secondly, i chose Anderson because i like it... JUST LIKE IT LAHH! WHAT ELSE U EXPECT FROM ME AS AN

ANSWER??!!! No cos i like your uniform??? No cos ur principal very doesn't tok rubbish wierdly?

Waderhheck... Benefits --- i thot the sch is supposed to be the one who lets me know what i can learn and benefit frm the school lorhh...

-.-

Contributing to the school is like a big DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

I will be contributing even if i din mean to larhh... For example, i pick up a random piece of sweet

wrapper? That shud be considered wad, rite? =\

THEN HOW EXPECT ME TO WRITE THIS DOWN???? they will think i aspire to be litterr-picker-upper... CHEY!

Ambition -- I DUN HAVE ONE LIKE ONG SHEENA U ARE SO FREAKING AIMLESS!!! but, do i heck??!!

><" Fine... Nvr mind... shall stop ranting... Blame it on youself, biatch... damn u... No one to blame

anyways... serve u RIGHT, like hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha,

who ask u... ~~"

Y did i suddenly change the background image of my blog? say thanks to LYDIA!!!

lydia, u must be honoured... :D I put ur picture up there!

Since you said i did not blog about you, lovely me decided to make a MAJOR change to my blog JUST FOR U!!

Arent u happy? xD Sumore u said my background image was more standable then...

To make you stand it more, i changed it to your pic!!! :D ~whoot! SAY THANKS!!

(all this 'standing' tok is making my mouth and legs very suan... xD)



Hmm... I like Grizabella (Cats !!)... Dun tell me im slow...

I know its long since the class watched it, but that was because i just saw it again at pam's hse...

:D n i came up with this wonderous conclusion... At 1st i just made it up that i like Grizabella

to piss pam (since she is so freaked out by her legs, claiming it looks like a bird's -.-), budden i

ended up really liking her... haha... wow...I WANT TO HEAR 'MEMORY' AGAIN!!! HELP!!! *drowns*



ohh yarhh... for those hu watch 'Tong Xin Yuan' , dun you think that Gus from 'Cats' Looks like Tian jie?

=\ Or izit only me?

N for those hu noe him, do u think that Cheng Weng looks abit like Mr Bean?

(u will noe hu is he when u do... haha... Just to prevent him from hearing about my comment...

i can just tell him im toking about another person if i dun give details... xD)



(  A couple of R-rated porn/art that i wrote... Mass orgy + lotsa SHOCKERS!!! be warned! n comments please! :D  )

(  here is the climax, if u are only interested in this... ( c'mon i noe u r! ;D )  )

( more diru and laruku till other bands are being requested :D  )

I shall blog about poh yuhui since she requested me to do so... -.-

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I DUNO LAHHS! SHE IS A RUBBISHY PERSON HU LOVES HERSELF AND TOILETS...

~silly toilet auntie... ~~"

Oh! i noe she very blur wan, always take wrong side of the MRT,

sit bus forget to alight and SUPER daydreamer/fangirl...

haiyo... so jia lat, this person...


~Anyway, i tried to make my mum's hair into xiaxue's hair last nite... xD

Dun tell me u duno who is xiaxue....

haha, she's almost like a celebrity blogger...

got pple sponser her nails manicure pedicure sumore... cool~ =\ i wan!

yupp... n i like her hair... :D so i made my mum sit thru all my hair styling... ha! xD

Guess wad is the end result? xX; oops...


N i was wondering, what if i was born a guy?

ehmm actually i wud be quite happy... i will fly to japan, join a band and crossdress!!!

oops... maybe not too happy... hehe... ^^;

As a girl I can gape at yaoi ... art, and jrock with a more open mind... ~whoot

ohh, but as i guy maybe i can save more money! I wun be so self-conscious... Buy less clothes?

But, i still have to spend on my girl-fren! ><" oh man... haha...

guess it doesn't really matter wad im born as lahh horhh? hmmm... (: Hu cares?

PS: N btw, am i an emotional person? just wana ask... =\

im sure u are gonna roll your eyes at me but hey, I HAVE A DREAM! D:
a BIG dream that wun come true,
no matter how hard i try...

...

okay, not that dream.. xD;

i dreamt of sumthing yesterday night, to be exact...

*ducks from dart-throws*

Okae.
I dreamt that me and my cousin, called huimin, were like all in egl clothes... :D
then we were at this BIGBIG church in the middle of nowhere...
There is a big garden at the church and everything looked so nice, peaceful and NORMAL...

not... -.-

guess hu lives in the church?

Ans:Mana and Klaha

-

*gothastik-ness overload in the midst of typing*

anyway, like omgackt, i can even rmbr wad they are dressed up in ~~;

( Just if u wana noe how they are dressed...... =\  )


then sumhow, my cousin and i are worshippers of wadever god mana and klaha is worshipping,
so we beg mana to let us live in the church.
Mana allows, like he allows any other worshipper,
and asks this guy (Jason) from Project Superstar to lead us arnd and get used to the place... -_______-"




i need to emphasis that i do NOT like this Jason guy (do Not hate either).
i have no freaking idea y i dreamt of him... *snortz*
Wud rather have not... ~~"


so he was telling me and my cousin about the church rules...


Rule #1: no children allowed. (exception of mana and klaha's Man-Daughters)


we din ask y...
(Anyway, if you noe mana, u wud noe that children wun like him more than they wud like a random piece of celery...-.-" )


then at that moment, 2 girls (Th Man-Daughters, one about the age of 2 the other about the age of 5) appeared.
The elder sister suddenly went berserk and stripped the younger sister, then forced a pink dress onto the younger one.


Suddenly, everyone nearby looked as if an elephant stepped on 1/4 of their toe-nail and gaped like a goldfish in a bowl.
(in this case of gothastik-ness, a black goldfish aka a blackfish in a bowl -.-" )
The girls were then dragged to Mana and Klahahahahaha xD ...


Then mana told me and my cousin to stand next to him and klaha and witness a sacrifice, for the 1st time in our lives...
she asked the older sister y she made her younger sister wear pink.


Rule #2: Pink and happy colours r forbidden there... Just black and white and blood red and other dark colours... =\


then the elder sister said: "cos she ate my snake and left the skin"


Mana said to the younger one: "you may steal others' food, but its a rule to finish it up so that nobody can do anything about it. You broke the rule."


so he ordered the younger child to be tied to the front of a cross,
and the older sister to the back of the cross...


(pink is not allowed and older sis still did what she did, so yarhh... punishment too -.- )


then Mana ordered for the cross to be turned upside down =\ and then they burnt it, leg-first...


throughout the whole thing, Mr Klahahahahaha just nodded like an idiotic chicken pecking on the ground...
-____________________________- "

Mana called the shots... Damn seme... xD


haha. the end.... ><" sorry for the lame-ness... it was my dream, not me...

:D *rolls off*

PS: N btw the commenting place is <- that little roar word... ^^;

( eye-candy... <333  )

~lalalalalalalalalala

exam is over like yipee yay yay... :D

shopping today... holland v was quite a disappointment... =\

but bugis was cool~ as usual...

THERE WAS A VERY JAP PUNK SHOP THAT EVEN SELLS EGL DRESSES!!!
LIKE OMGackt and hvbwghbvyguthwgvgfgvnweyhgfajcaowiw!!!

jo actually liked an egl dress, haha... good taste... *thumbs up*

:D N i saw a very nice jacket(?) thingy!!! looks very pro!!!

haha

but was too broke for anything anyway...

there was a CHOU-SUPA-KEWT thong!!! alot of sheeps for u to count in case u cant sleep at nite... <333
but no size... hahaz... ohh well... *shrugg*

~lalalalalallallallalalallalalalalallal

( for claire and anyone else? =\ *shruggg* )

( dun look cos... u just shuddnt... xX;  )

(  THIS IS FOR BERNICE AND ZEENA-SAN =D [further editted with love] )


hai!
malu-ness today...
i actually found $50 ren2 min2 bi4 and thousand over rupiah (<- is this how u spell it?)...
then i thot i can change for alot of $$... until mangx told me that rupiah worth damn little...
Fine i still got my ren2 min2 bi4 rite?



NO... ??!!



stoopitt person at the money changer dun let me change ren2 min2 bi4...
so everybody in the queue changed their money and got $50 dollar notes...
i got $3.25...



Wadd crapp???!! *faints* ...rofl... xD;

so im still broke... -.-